7 is really weird because time does dilate, but then before you know it another week has gone by and you’re still completely stuck and feeling no better at all despite promising yourself that tomorrow you’ll be better and you’ll try harder.
and then recovery is sometimes moving backwards out of it so you have to re-experience all of those things and…ugh. it’s so exhausting.
It’s important to recognise these when they’re happening to you because your natural ability to know something is wrong with you is skewed by depression and sometimes it’s not until your in the middle of it that you realise what it is.
